16.9.07
im sorry...
im really sorry for all da stuff u have to put up with me when u see me..all da tormenting tat ive been doing to u..ive tried my best nt to mislead u..ive tried to stop ppl from encouraging u..
so pls ppl..do not bring it up or talk abt it anymore..its nt funny..i dunno y im explaining it to u guys..but like wat i told lyn..its abt da feeling..he is a great guy..he deserve better..to me..he's jus a big brother..so pls...=X
gimme sometime to get over the "ordeal"..i knew tis will come sooner or later..but its really hard for me to face tis..i know we r mature adults (like wat u said, tot it sounded weird..) its hard to pretend nothing happened...
gd luck for ur business...
Posted by dotsux at 9/16/2007 10:02:00 pm
2.9.07
weird dream..
hasnt been getting a good slp these few days..been so busy with aoh..finally its over..must really tks my guys for all da helped they have rendered..though they dun have much of a choice..hehe..=P all da sudden rehearsals in da middle of da nitez..ad hoc stuff here n there..haiz..been getting "no, cannot..must do it.." arghz..getting me bit pissed off but cant show it..wat to do..its work..and im da smallest in da room...jus glad there its over with little c**k ups..made a few wrong decisions...=( oh well..its iver..!!!!! a big learning process for me...dealing with ecas...next up..india..
gave pei's bd celebration a missed..sry gal..fall aslp on da sofa da moment i got home..super tired after working for 3 days non-stop..only getting naps in between..and missed da show with da guys..haiz..sry peps...!!
had a weird dream yest..dreamt of tat monkey..actually dreamt tat he came back to look for me..and i actually accepted him..!!?? perhaps its a inner desire..?? i dunno..its been almsost 6 months after i broke up with da frog..love indeed is what i still crave for i guess..
Posted by dotsux at 9/02/2007 08:10:00 pm